ditched?

so i've definitely been ditching my cute little blog for tumblr. im sorryy blog. tumblr's just so much more for me. i still love you though. and i will never ditch you forever. i will always come back to you at some point!

So mad people died this past week. =/. I dont understand the things god does sometimes. Like seriously! why must you take good people away? why?!? it really just doesnt make sense to me at ALL. but i mean its not up to me to make sense of it. He's God and can do whatever he wants.

The other day i went to sleep thinking about my great grandmother and the time que ella se me aparecio. it was wierd cuz things like that freak me out pero that actually helped me go to sleep. i think it was just knowing that shes always gonna take care of us no matter where she is. its actually a really good feeling. it makes me feel very safe because i know that she won't let anything bad happen to us. i love her very much! and i miss her more than words can tell. & i miss Joshua Guitelman too. its almost been a year but mad times it feels like it was yesterday. imy buddy.
RIP mama estela & josh & now babo ='[