So I definitely did not think i'd be blogging again this quickly lol. But w.e.
So before I go into what this blog is about I must say that I absolutely LOVE the cast of my school play Alice in Wonderland. My birthday is 2 days from today aka dec.1st and they started talking about doing something for me since we have rehearsal till 9 o clock that day but they forgot that I was in the messagd too so I was seeing what they were talking about lol. But it made me smile odhee. They were like acknowledging that I don't like chocolate and they were talking about how I love oatmeal cookies which made me smile odhee cuz they remember what I've said. Lol w.e I love it it was soo cute.
So today my mom was talking about sex and w.e and she was saying that she just wants me to lose my virginity to someone that I really love and not something that I'm forced into it etc. So it got me to thinking about like why everyone mkes such a big deal about losing their virginity. I mean its not like you're really giving something to the other person. Its really all in our heads. Your virginity is worth only what you make it worth. So if you look at your virginity the same way you look at regular sex then its not really that big of a deal. So I came to the conclusion that the only thing that is important isn't your virginity its all about "having pride in your vajayjay" (as said by my moms friend lol) and not just fucking any random guys that come around. So I'm very happy that despite the fact that I've had the chance to have sex with various guys I haven't because I value my vagina thank you very much lol. And even though I'm not a virgin anymore I'm glad that I gave it to someone I can trust and I've known for veryy long. And even though were not together I still don't regret it. I think that's the biggest point not regretting it!
~till next time =)
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Ho ritornato
So i havent blogged in a reallllly long time so i thought i should come back and keep my readers (mostly vidi) updated.
soo last time i blogged i told you guys about our school doing Alice in Wonderland.
Well we are and i auditioned and I am Alice's Sister and The Duchess. I'm really excited because this is something I've been wanting to do since like forever. I love acting and I'm finally getting a chance to be in a play. I'm also excited because the cast is mad fun and we've definitely been having some fun times at rehearsal and going out to eat afterwards "well i'd fuck spongebob because you know unlimited options ;]". lmfaoo wow i really am loving cast it's actually turned out to be true what people say that your cast becomes like another family. <3 But i am not looking forward to staying till 9 pm everyday for the next 3 weeks -___-. which includes my bday . DEC. 1ST!! =]
I also told you about quitting my job. Im so glad i did that because I would literally be going crazyyy with stress right now. Now i work at Kumon, a tutoring center but only for math and reading, wednesdays and saturdays. Its ok i get bored sometimes but whatever i need the money.
Senior year is.... going.
Ive been kinda stressed about college apps and scholarship apps and now CSS profile =/ ughhh sometimes i just dont even want to apply to friggin college. this is sooo much work. But i cant wait till dec. 15th when i know if i got into FORDHAM, HOFSTRA, and SUNY ALBANY and then NORTHEASTERN on DEC.30th =O. ill definitely let you guys know what ends up happening with those schools.
We just had homecoming on wednesday. It was fun i was really happy to see some of my 09ers =]. I def. miss having some of them around but i also love being at the top right now=] SEN10RS! I also was told by this guy that he likes me or w.e but i dont like him which pisses me off. Like theres finally someone that likes me but i dont frikkin want him. Way to go Cindy -__-. W.e. who i do want is this other kid from my school (shocker lol). Hes not really cute but hes soo nice, and cool and he def. knows how to keep me entertained and laughing =]. so wish me luck with that.
ive also stopped talking with people on my block. I just dont want to deal with the fakeness. and honestly everything has been going sooo much better since i stopped talking to them.
omg and ive finally decided what my first tattoo is gonna say. its gonna say "Lascio tutto nelle mani di Dio." translating to "I leave it all in God's hands"
ok so this is an extremely long post. hope you guys enjoy.
~till next time
soo last time i blogged i told you guys about our school doing Alice in Wonderland.
Well we are and i auditioned and I am Alice's Sister and The Duchess. I'm really excited because this is something I've been wanting to do since like forever. I love acting and I'm finally getting a chance to be in a play. I'm also excited because the cast is mad fun and we've definitely been having some fun times at rehearsal and going out to eat afterwards "well i'd fuck spongebob because you know unlimited options ;]". lmfaoo wow i really am loving cast it's actually turned out to be true what people say that your cast becomes like another family. <3 But i am not looking forward to staying till 9 pm everyday for the next 3 weeks -___-. which includes my bday . DEC. 1ST!! =]
I also told you about quitting my job. Im so glad i did that because I would literally be going crazyyy with stress right now. Now i work at Kumon, a tutoring center but only for math and reading, wednesdays and saturdays. Its ok i get bored sometimes but whatever i need the money.
Senior year is.... going.
Ive been kinda stressed about college apps and scholarship apps and now CSS profile =/ ughhh sometimes i just dont even want to apply to friggin college. this is sooo much work. But i cant wait till dec. 15th when i know if i got into FORDHAM, HOFSTRA, and SUNY ALBANY and then NORTHEASTERN on DEC.30th =O. ill definitely let you guys know what ends up happening with those schools.
We just had homecoming on wednesday. It was fun i was really happy to see some of my 09ers =]. I def. miss having some of them around but i also love being at the top right now=] SEN10RS! I also was told by this guy that he likes me or w.e but i dont like him which pisses me off. Like theres finally someone that likes me but i dont frikkin want him. Way to go Cindy -__-. W.e. who i do want is this other kid from my school (shocker lol). Hes not really cute but hes soo nice, and cool and he def. knows how to keep me entertained and laughing =]. so wish me luck with that.
ive also stopped talking with people on my block. I just dont want to deal with the fakeness. and honestly everything has been going sooo much better since i stopped talking to them.
omg and ive finally decided what my first tattoo is gonna say. its gonna say "Lascio tutto nelle mani di Dio." translating to "I leave it all in God's hands"
ok so this is an extremely long post. hope you guys enjoy.
~till next time
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