un giorno di pensare

So I definitely did not think i'd be blogging again this quickly lol. But w.e.

So before I go into what this blog is about I must say that I absolutely LOVE the cast of my school play Alice in Wonderland. My birthday is 2 days from today aka dec.1st and they started talking about doing something for me since we have rehearsal till 9 o clock that day but they forgot that I was in the messagd too so I was seeing what they were talking about lol. But it made me smile odhee. They were like acknowledging that I don't like chocolate and they were talking about how I love oatmeal cookies which made me smile odhee cuz they remember what I've said. Lol w.e I love it it was soo cute.

So today my mom was talking about sex and w.e and she was saying that she just wants me to lose my virginity to someone that I really love and not something that I'm forced into it etc. So it got me to thinking about like why everyone mkes such a big deal about losing their virginity. I mean its not like you're really giving something to the other person. Its really all in our heads. Your virginity is worth only what you make it worth. So if you look at your virginity the same way you look at regular sex then its not really that big of a deal. So I came to the conclusion that the only thing that is important isn't your virginity its all about "having pride in your vajayjay" (as said by my moms friend lol) and not just fucking any random guys that come around. So I'm very happy that despite the fact that I've had the chance to have sex with various guys I haven't because I value my vagina thank you very much lol. And even though I'm not a virgin anymore I'm glad that I gave it to someone I can trust and I've known for veryy long. And even though were not together I still don't regret it. I think that's the biggest point not regretting it!

~till next time =)