So i was listening to music and nada es para siempre by luis fonsi came on (beautiful song by beautiful person lol). nada es para siempre means nothing lasts forever. it made me think a lot.
Obviously material things like money and clothes and tvs and cell phones and all of that arent forever. and i know life isnt forever obviously. but sometimes its reallyy hard to think that some emotions arent forever. like the sadness and loneliness that ive been feeling for soo long doesnt seem to ever end. I keep tryna just pretend to be happy and maybe ill just get happy but that definitely hasnt been happening. ive just maybe stopped being sad for a little while and then ill go back to being sad. FML much? YES.
ive also been talking to my friend sarah & she said something that got me thinking. she said how her ex changed her and like how she goes into talking to guys. and i started thinking of how i dont trust that any guy is serious about me because of so many guys have played games with me. now why do we give people the power to change us? and why is it so easy for them to change us but so hard for us to change ourselves back? or change ourselves period? GRR why must everything be so complicated? why cant we just be happy?
soo speaking of that i figured out my new years resolution. its going to be sooo hard but idc its the only serious resolution ive ever made and i REALLY wanna try to do it. It's to be happy!...atleast to be happy more times than i am sad.
oh and just to let you guys knoww... theres a very good chance that ill be getting my tattoo tomorrow!! if it turns out that i have enough money its a wrappp!! lol kk im out. ciao (had to add some italian somewhere =D)
~till next time
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